I'm not.
Caution: long rambling chain of thought ahead, proceed at your own boredom.
I'll give you five seconds to turn the station...........
I bought a new shelf to organize the stash better but when I was done I looked at what I had sitting there. Not as much as most I assure you but at 60, I thought, am I ever going to finish these? There are so many more I want (side topic, why do we want more?) but I can't stand the thought of selling some
. The next question I had wa where do I put them when I'm done? Sure I can hang the planes for the ceiling if I have to but I don't have anymore wall space really.
So I just sat there looking at what I have, can't find a place for the Akagi, looking at the unfinished Prince of Wales, North Carolina, LCS Freedom, the giant boxes of the Hood, Bismarck, Graf Spee, HMS Victory, Blue Shadow, America, Tako not to mention all the 1/700, 1/32, 1/48 and 1/72 kits and kinda got depressed.
The next day I thought about the vender tables at the Nationals and thought if I find this kit or that kit...I'm getting it!!
not sure what's wrong with me.
I'll sometimes build to improve or compete, sometimes I build because I feel like building this kit or another. Rarely I build to lesson the stash, cause that doesn't work. I was thinking last night...why do I buy all this PE and AM for my builds? The ships sure, I can see them, but the planes? Why do I do that? Once I'm done the kit sits on the shelf amongst everything else but I really don't look at it much after all the time and money I put into it
. My wife will come in and look (she says daily) and the grandkids Ooo and Ahh, but other than sharing on this and other forums..what's the point? I do enjoy looking through for pictures of something during research and seeing your build on Google Images or something!! Waaaa!
where did they get that? Of course I load my images onto Facebook, Pinterest and forums to insure my builds last longer than I do so that's where they come from but it is heartwarming.
Sorry for the long chain of thought but I wanted to say that to someone who would understand.